[Not ASMR] I was Afraid to Share This💔 Quitting Naturopathy, Surviving Abuse and a Tribute to My Ex

I've been afraid to share with you the truth of what I've been through these past few years, but now I'm ready. I share about my mental illness, autoimmune disease, neurodivergence, PTSD and why I had to leave naturopathic school and Toronto. I also answer your questions about my last relationship and pay a heartfelt tribute to her.

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**While I do not share explicit or graphic descriptions of the abuse I've experienced, this video still may be triggering for viewers. I don't recommend watching it before bed. Please watch an ASMR video instead and come back to this one when you're ready.**

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About Me 👩🏻
My name is Semide! I am an ASMR video creator from Canada, and I absolutely love combining my training in natural medicines with video creation! I create both Medical roleplay and massage/scalp check videos that feature my friends and family. Thank you for visiting!

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Time Stamps ⏰
0:00--This is not an ASMR video
0:30--How my ASMR journey began
2:32--What happened to me in Naturopathic School
2:59--Dating an abusive man
3:45--Religious brainwashing & manipulation
4:41--Surviving childhood boarding school abuse
7:01--Leaving naturopathic school & the religious cult
9:13--My struggles creating YouTube videos
9:48--What happened in my last relationship
13:36--A thousand paper cranes: a tribute to the woman I loved
19:40--Healing and my life today on the farm
22:04--Launching my official TikTok
23:00--Thank you ❤️

DISCLAIMERS
**Medical Disclaimer: I am not a healthcare professional. This video cannot replace any medication or professional treatment. If you have any health conditions please consult your health-care provider.