ASMR- fast and aggressive(ish) makeup rp

Ok went to the allergist and she just told me it was a random viral trigger and that my hives were not caused by allergies and to take Zyrtec 4 times a day if it comes back… I PAID a $40 copay just for her to repeat what an ai chat bot cld say! Like no allergy test or nothing. SMH but i guess that’s a relief bc it means im not allergic to anything. The only thing i am allergic to is grass but that’s only if my body is exposed to it for a long period of time. I found this out when i was 8 rolling down a hill and grass got everywhere. Ok guys my bday is next week wish me luck. I’ve been dreading it as I always dread bdays but for some reason I keep seeing my angel numbers 425 which are my bday. I see those numbers all the time and every time I get a sense of dread. I hope I’m just overthinking 😅.
I will not cry on my bday I will not cry on my bday.

Song recommendation is Trapdoor by Salem it makes me feel so devious