ASMR | Where I've been... (Miscarriage)
Hi again,
This was a very difficult one to film but it was also therapeutic in a way because I had to lot to tell you and to get off my chest. Trigger warning but this video deals with miscarriage (I included that in the titles for this reason as well). If this is a sensitive topic for you, feel free to skip this one out. I also filled you in on my daughter being sick, and just all these awful things at once preventing me from filming or even wanting to. Now that it’s been about 3 weeks since everything hit the fan, I feel ok to come back. I genuinely didn’t expect to get so emotional during filming but grief isn’t linear. Some days I feel ok, and some days I don’t, and that’s just my reality right now. Hopefully this can serve as a reminder to just be kind, you genuinely don’t know what battles people are facing behind closed doors. I also wanted to genuinely sit down and have this chat because I feel like many women and families suffer in silence when it comes to the topic of miscarriage. It can also be taboo to talk about. What genuinely helped me was all the friends and family who reached out and shared similar experiences. It helps to know you are not alone when you go through something so heartbreaking. I hope I can be that person for you now, to give you comfort if you are going through this, or if you have ever gone through this - you are not alone! I also wanted to say how much I appreciate your messages and you reaching out to me, and also being concerned that I took a month or so off without warning. It was never my intention to be away for so long without reaching out to you all. I hope this never happens again. My apologies to anyone who was stressed out during this time. I of course know you have given my grace and are understanding of my being away, next time I will try to let you know sooner. I of course was not in a good place, but thankfully I am feeling physically, mentally, and emotionally better. Day by day life goes on…
Xo Lisa
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