Asmr telling you why I have been away + calm new triggers

Hi guys,

I hope you're all doing well. I’ve been meaning to talk to you guys, and I finally feel ready to share what’s been going on with me.

Lately, life has felt like a heavy load to carry. It’s been really tough, and there have been moments where I just break down crying and can’t find the words to speak. Losing my pet has completely broken me. Losing him has been one of the hardest things I’ve ever gone through.The grief and sadness are just so heavy, and it’s hard to see a way out of this darkness. Some mornings, just getting out of bed feels like climbing a mountain.

I’ve had moments where I just sit and stare, unable to move or think. The weight of everything is so overwhelming that it feels like I’m drowning. I’ve started crying at random times and stopped talking to people because I just don’t have the energy. It’s like there’s a fog around me, making it hard to see or feel anything clearly.

I know some of you might have gone through similar struggles, and my heart goes out to you. If you’ve felt this kind of pain, please know that I’m so sorry and that I understand. It’s a heavy burden to carry, and no one should have to go through it alone.

For a while, I tried to put on a happy face and pretend everything was okay. I didn’t want to worry anyone or let you all down. But I’ve realized that pretending to be okay is exhausting and doesn’t help me heal. I’m ready to accept my feelings and work through them honestly. I don’t want to fake happiness for others anymore; I want to be true to myself and take the time I need to get better.

So, I'm choosing honesty with myself and with all of you. I'm not doing great, and that's okay. I need time to work through this.
Taking a step back from making videos was a hard choice, but a necessary one. I just haven't had the energy lately. I hope you understand. Your support means the world to me, and I'm incredibly grateful for it.

I'm taking things one day at a time, trying to find my way back to a better place. I miss our interactions and creating content.
Thank you for being patient and understanding. Take care of yourselves, and remember, it's okay not to be okay sometimes. Reach out to someone you trust if you need to talk. We're all in this together.

Sending lots of love and positive energy,
Isha



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