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hey everyoneee

(MY LONG DESCRIPTION LET'S GOO)

sorry for any weird background noises, I had everything unplugged and on airplane mode so I'm not sure what would've resulted in any sounds.
also YouTube is hiding comments from me, it shows 'relevant' instead of newest ones :(

it's been almost 2 weeks without being able to go on my PC because I had to send my faulty ram back to corsair ;'( sadly no more blue screens though, that was a pain. I've just been up to the regular, double axel causing me immense stress, honestly almost had two breakdowns crying over the jump, I keep rotating inwards when I need to rotate up and through, it's cutting my rotation even shorter than I can jump it off the ice. I know exactly what I'm doing wrong but forcing myself to do the right technique and what feels unnatural is really difficult, but I'm not going to give up. I have all my other double jumps very consistently so I know I'm capable of it. I never had it before I quit, so I'm basically having to learn a new technique. Also double axel is sort of considered a triple jump, it's 2.5 rotations and triples are 3 (because they all start backwards), axel is the only forward jump, it's hard to build momentum which makes it the hardest. Triple axel is basically a quad jump, it's very rare to see it, I've seen some comments saying "good luck on triple axel" guys, I'd be on an olympic podium if I was training that jump LOL. I'm no where near that good. Single axel is the one amongst the doubles, it's 1.5 rotations.

I've been playing more bloodborne as I've been unable to go on my PC. Rom the Vacuous Spider is AWFUL lol, it's the easiest hard boss. I keep getting so close and then dying because she teleports and spawns those spiders again. I know I'll kill it, just annoying. Rom is kinda cute tho haha. Someone said she reacts worse to bolt paper over fire paper so I'll give that a go. Also is there a spider epidemic in the UK because Wtf I've seen some fat spiders around lately.
I also was going to buy Pokemon legends ZA but I've been a bit disappointed with some of the gameplay I've seen, the map looks tiny and some of the graphics are printed on the buildings, it looks a bit lazy. Have any of you bought it and is it worth it? I LOVED Legends Arceus, and thought ZA would be even better but it's not really looking like it, I didn't like scarlet and violet either, it was laggy af and had a million problems with it. Was super disappointed. On the other hand, The Last of Us is AMAZING, it's one of the best games I've ever played, I really recommend it, feels like playing a movie. Can't wait to get my ram so I can play more of that (and overwatch ofc...). ALSOOOO kinda debating bo7... is it fun? Should I? I never even finished getting gold camos or dark matter on all the guns on Bo6 ;')

Also random but I started learning victor's piano solo on the piano from corpse bride, I know he's a stop motion figure but damn he's gorgeous, I love that vibe, creepy undead look, like a broken doll. I don't know why it appeals to me so much. My favourite thing to buy is dark eyeshadow, I don't feel myself going out without it. Greyish blue is my favourite colour of eyeshadow to wear, but my eyes are green. I once saw a girl with the palest blue eyes and dark blue/grey eyeshadow, prettiest look I've ever seen, her stare was like ice. I think I'd trade my green ones for a pair of those.

My driving instructor has cancelled on me 4 times now and I'm going crazy, she is kind and the best driving instructor I've had, but she cancels so much! I have lessons every other week to make them last a bit longer whilst I do practice with my mum, but it's frustrating. Every time I'm back in her car I'm having to get used to it again because the clutch is so high. I'm honestly going to have to look for another instructor. She never comes back with times for availability either, she just says "I'll be able to see you 2 weeks on Saturday for our other regular lesson" and then I basically only have a lesson once a month.

♫♪♬ songs I currently really like: (same ones still tbh!)
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close your eyes - digital daggers (I LOVEEEE this, on repeat rn)
still here - digital daggers
surrender - digital daggers
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blue yeti
tascam dr-40
tascam dr-05x
sr3d binaural pro XLR
sr3d binaural tube USB
headrec binal 2
cs10-em


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