ASMR ˚₊‧꒰ა ✦ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚ random triggers & some whispered rambles (inner ear sounds and more)

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I didn't make a no talking version of this video because I thought it would be too short, and I'm going to make another video soon anyway, I really wanted to make a video trying the scissors in the ears better because I've had a similar video on repeat lately, I'll try to get the link and add it here.

this video isn't particularly special, but I love a lot of these triggers so I enjoyed making it. I really want to make more ear cleaning but I should be more patient, lots of people have been asking for hand sounds videos, oil ear massage, tascam quick cuts so I'll make those first! unless I get distracted and make an ear cleaning LOL. I'm also thinking of buying another low quality binaural mic and testing the ear to ear on it, I love ear to ear mics they are my favourites. Honestly can't get enough of ear cleaning asmr.

I want to write a fun update but not really anything fun to update,, my coach at the ice rink basically said I'm too old to be learning double axel that's why I'm struggling, and I shouldn't be mad that I'm not landing it because it's not possible? he said that if I was 12 it would be different. It really upset me because I have been working hard on this jump for months and have made really good progress, I've recovered all of my double jumps and combinations consistently and I only started jumping again in April/May time for the first time in 5 years. Him saying that left me kind of heartbroken because landing this jump is literally a dream for me, I don't care though, I'm going to keep going anyway and try and get another coach to work on my technique with me. My problem is the technique, that's the only problem, I really believe I'm fully capable of landing it so I'm so upset that he can't see how dedicated I am to getting this jump. It's made me very doubtful lately to be honest, I've been in a low mood because of it even though I didn't think it would affect me so much. I guess I'm just sad that he hasn't seen the work/or has seen it, and still doesn't think I'm capable. I don't want to jump doubles for the rest of my life and think 'what if'...

I don't have anything more to add as I haven't really been out much lately, just spending time with family at home and my with my grandparents. I went to my aunt's house and my uncle had colourised old videos that my great grandfather took in the 70s and 80s!! It was amazing, I saw my mum as a little baby in the 80s with my uncle as an infant as well, it was so sweet, my great grandparents were on video, just chatting and being themselves. It was so wonderful to watch and to remember those loved ones. My great grandma seemed so so lovely, I wish I would be able to talk to her today. My grandma had really awesome fashion sense (still does), and my mum and her cousins were playing badminton in the videos and doing all sorts, was just super cool. :) So yeah!

I'm excited for Christmas, going to spend more time with family, watch National Lampoons again haha, honestly an excuse to eat nice food lol. It's my biggest excuse to eat lots of smoked salmon because my family almost never buys it. I may be doing some carols as well which should be fun! :D

Let me know what you guys have been up to!!

♫♪♬ songs I currently really like: (same ones still tbh!)
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