judging celebrities for nearly an hour asmr
hiiiiii! we gettin back into regular videossss ^w^
im so excited to be able to start recording and posting consistently again. around this time last year i got WAY to excited and let myself hyper fixate on videos, focused on all the analytics, and read every notification the second i got em which admittedly burnt me out in a few months.
THIS TIME im forcin myself to focus on editing so i slow myself down and focus more on the quality of the videos. if i spend more time doin something i hate, then the parts i love will feel wayyy more like a break than a chore. for the past few months ive recorded videos and edited them without posting them so i focus on the video making part more than attention. makin videos was never for the attention but the dopamine from it got to my adhd before i realized it. also youtube randomly not letting me monetize my videos right before i was able to get the money i already made was kinda mean and i got a lil sad T ^ T
all that to say, im back babyyyy. i really do appreciate all of you bein patient and waitin, but if you were not patient and left, nah thats fair man lmao
this video took about two days of editing which wouldnt have been possible even a few months ago since i would edit on my phone and had to delete half my apps in order to have the space to finish a single video which id then have to delete immediately after i uploaded it so my phone wouldnt explode. i wish i was kidding but itd occasionally shut off entirely and delete random files. we now editing on a laptop thats got a terabyte of storage and 32 gb of memory so we ballinnnggg. let me know if you guys enjoy this style of video as im prolly gonna do some more like it in the future. im always gonna do asmr but i wanna branch out and experiment a little. might read some subreddit things, might do some gaming, def gonna do more roleplay type videos cuz i really enjoyed makin the springtrap one and i wish i couldve edited it more.
ive kinda just been rambling while i wait for my laundry to get done so i dont start scrolling but i think its done lol. i hope you all enjoy the video, thank you so much for watching or even just clicking on it. luv u all byeeeee :3
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