cut out the talking in this vid in a separate version below as usual :)
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my unhinged description:
hey :')
language school lately has been HECTIC, I feel like I have no time for anything!! I had 2 tests this week, a test this morning, a presentation tomorrow. Tests, CONSTANTLY! I'm definitely noticing my Japanese progressing fast, but I am a bit exhausted. I haven't played video games, or drawn in weeks ;_; I want to go ice skating in the morning but it's already 2am and that means then I'll be tired at language school. Honestly I'm gonna go anyway (edit: no i'm not anymore, i can't deal with 3 hours of sleep). I just feel like as soon as I get home the time goes by so quickly, and then the next thing I know I'm waking up for the next day. So apologies if my ASMR videos are a little delayed, I love making ASMR a lot and have been buying lots of new items :3 they just take a very long time to edit, I started editing this days ago.
I have been reading though! On the train during my commute, if I don't get a seat, I can pull the book PDF up on my phone and scroll with one hand while my older hand it holding the handlebars to keep my balance. I'm reading 'The Push' by Audrey Adrian as per a suggestion in the comment section! I LOVE it so far, it's a great book and I'm finding myself very intrigued, I'm half way through already. Feel free to leave book suggestions, my favourite genre is psychological books, like 'Perfect Days', 'My Dark Vanessa' etc. My favourite book ever is Fingersmith by Sarah Waters.
I have had a week... I had a huge family secret exposed to me in my personal life, and I found out from someone not in my family. I honestly thought I was getting scammed or something until I found out this thing was true. Honestly it's been a bit hard to process and I'm kinda in denial about it. I woke up really early the morning after finding out and threw up a lot. I blame the cheesecake I ate the night before, I don't know if I mentioned it in the video but I'm really obsessed with cheese cake right now. Anyway, I don't know how to feel about it still but it's becoming more normal, idk. Anything ever happen to you guys and it feels straight out of a book? Like how did that happen to me. My sister is in utter denial and won't talk about it, and I've been instructed to keep it from my other siblings. Sigh.
I also found out my personality type, I may have mentioned this in the video but I've already forgotten haha. I am an INFP! It sounds about right to me, I was reading up about it and the intense nostalgia I feel, the playing songs on repeat to sustain a certain feeling over and over, one that I get from that specific song. Also this is unrelated, but I truly wonder how some people just chew one piece of chewing gum and last hours with it. My school friends used to do that. I've wolfed through about three packets of gum because I want that strong minty flavour again and it's not strong enough for long enough!!
I'd love to talk about a show I've been watching or something but I haven't really had time to watch anything lately. I want to watch the anime 86, I'm currently an episode in ;') and then rewatch the twilight films again because I haven't seen them since I was maybe, 10?
♫♪♬ songs I currently really like:
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an ending in itself - sleeping with sirens
adult diamond - static dress
circles - pictureplane
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