ASMR | 1 HOUR of Mouth Sounds + Trigger Words (Kisses, Counting, Whispers)
Hello and Howdi!
Welcome to the 35th video…but more importantly….A 5K SPECIAL?!?!
First of all, how do literally 5,000 people listen to me? Me? Yap? Cringe jokes? Chaotic?
What more can I say besides THANK YOU x 5,000 and infinity more…it has been such a rapid growth and like I have said before, it’s fucking nerve wracking. Larger commitment, larger audience, increasing people pleasing syndrome, fear of letting ya’ll down…WITH NO SLEEP!?
And ok, I get it, 5,000 does not seem like a lot to some people. Especially people on YouTube. Heck they see someone with 10k and don’t seem impressed. I am not sitting here trying to gloat, or seem like I came across this journey that has existentially changed my life and I found the enteral life potion or whatever. But to sound the least cringey, 5,000 is a lot for me and it is something that I thought was so far ahead for me to achieve. Yet 35 videos in, and I am still growing past 5,000.
Sometimes when you start a channel, you get sucked into the analytics and all this crap. You get channels that started off like you and you wonder, “well how come that video of theirs blew up?” “Is mine not good enough?”. Or you see channels with like 10 videos and they are already at like 50K. I never planned starting this to get big, I never planned to even get so sucked into it. I am not mad at all about not getting 100K each video, that’s not the point. I mean shit if I randomly got like 10K outta nowhere I would have a panic attack, let alone 5K I am happy and will support any channel. I just got stuck in this self doubt, and I do not want that to reflect my content.
Although this growth scares me, don’t worry though, I have taken a step back and I realize it’s normal to think that way. Everyone naturally compares. I can promise that even if this channel continues growing, you won’t lose the weepy that came into this. This is suppose to be MY escape and MY hobby. I don’t need some number to tell me my worth and my content.
I just need y’all.
Thank you.
-WeepyMouse
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